Ujian...

Greetings people..

juz nak share ape yg aku dpt dlm tazkirah mlm ni

pasal ujian yang Allah bagi kat kita
kadang2 kita tend to mengeluh bila kita dlm masalah besar
aku pon kdg2 cmto jgk..

aku pnah rasa dlm mslh..ujian.. yg smpai aku teringin nk hilang wktu kjap, pi mana2 n balik dgn harapan mslh tu akan hilang... like lari dr mslh..tp aku tak la lari pon..its juz aku rasa pd wktu tu.

ye la kita tau yg mcm mna pon kita still kne hadapi jgk kan..
one of the analogy is : bila kita nk sembelih kambing, kita x kan mnx izin pon. sbb kita tau tu kambing kita n kita berhak nk wat pape pon kan..
same thing goes to when Allah gives us test in life. Dia tau kita mampu hadapi bnd tu.
and once kita dh overcome bnd tu..kita akan rasa lega,brsyukur, mslh tu dh selesai. kita kne tau cmne nak cri jln pnyelesaian..

Ada mslh yg kita akn kongsi ngn kwn.. mybe dgn parents..
As for me...some I will share wth frens
tapi yg berkesan when u talk to ur mom..
she knows best...
and there is time that i prefer to talk to my dad..sbb dia ni jenis simple.. bg cdgn solution yg bernas n if that prob make me serabot.. dia akan mcm ni 'jgn pikir cmtu..kita tak yah pk bnyak sgt.. settle kan dgn tenang'
tp kalu ngn my mom.. hal kecik akan jd meleret.. sbb aku ni mula2 degil n confident je dgn cara sndri...but at last ikot jgk..hehe

Apa2 pon...mngadu lah dgn Allah sepuas hati kita... menangislah..sbb semuanya ada hikmah n definitely.. He knows well..better than other..

pesan ibu : 'selalu selawat n zikir setiap kali solat. insyaAllah segalanya akn dipermudahkan

BE STRONG GUYS! :)

Meeting Others

Hi peeps..
lama dah x wat entry..
hmm... harap dpt tulis selalu sem ni....
ya.. dh masuk 2nd sem dh,,,
alhamdulillah...
wat I learn bout last sem is that.. u get u what u work for..
hehe..

Back to the topic...juz now my brother came to see me..
as usual hang out..lepak n makan2...
hehe..sy suka bila abg sy dtg...leh jd adik...hehe
where a side of me show up..

Abg aku ni bwk la kwn dia..lelaki.dua org kembar yg stdy kat LimKokWing universiti..
hmmm... my 1st impression like..wow..xbleh masuk la ngn dorg..
dress up dorg like..hmm.. mmg bdak bandar la..
bila jln dlm upm.. dorg bnyak wat comparison..
4 example::

'oh korg ada bas sndiri ea..kalu kat tmpt aku...bebas dah'
'bebas giler ow..u kerajaan gini la..'
n I was like.. kita x sama

'elok je korg turun kafe pkai tudung.. kalu kat u aku..mne ada dah..'
aku mampu diam je..

tp bila pk2 balik..ya of course there will be people like them rite..
pendapat masing2... n aku terima..
one thing that I would say to these people is that
'we're not the same'

btw...enjoy lepak with my bro...bnd yg paling best bila dok kat u ialah bila die dtg jmp aku
die tau adik die ni cmne..
thx bro!

till then.. smile always peeps :)

Dengan Dia

Assalamualaikum peeppsss

wahhhh lama dh x update blogggg
buzy sket (...bzy lah sgt kan~~~)

sape 'die' ni ye...

Dia..yang aku x bape kenal mse mula2
xtau pon adanya dia
bila kelas dh mula..
still lg x kenal
even though dok satu kolej

but in one event...kami saling kenal....gelak sama2
at that time baru aku dpt rasa yg kami ni sekepala
mmg boleh masuk la

we getting closer...
slalu dh lepak sama
nk g mkn pon sama2...
g klas sama2....
yg bst skali tgk movie sama2
cuma kdg2..ade bnd yg kami x join skali
dia ada xtvt die sndri...

ada skali kne tggal sorg2...
die sggup teman aku....

pnah la wat keje gile g merempit kuar dr u...
mmg best la...
ade jgk skali tu rempit g hosp
mlm2 pas klas...
nk antar kwn g tido hosp..
mmg bst ler......

wlpon skg ni xde lg cdgan2 xtvt yg nk dibuat...
tp aku still akan pk kan something
like 'keje' gile
utk watkan life kiteorg lg fun...

Die adalah.....
sume kwn2 pompan aku
klasmate sejati..
woot woot...

KORG  mmg BEST larh!

^^
c u nxt time

im happy

With one last goodbye, I send you with my love 
Still my love fails a bit 
I cannot hold you 

Now even though I haven’t met you in a long time, 
During that time, with the love I gave you, 
You can remember 

Tears formed whenever I think of that painful time 
Being with you for a moment, waiting for my future life extremely is 
A present 

My love I yell, I shout, my love I cannot see 
Someday the way which holds difficulty will come; I pray 

My love, just hearing your name I cry, my love 
Wherever you are, until I come back be happy 

I’m happy 
My important memories are with me 
I could never change those memories with something else 
My needs for relief; I will always protect you 
I love you 

Once in a while that love brings me tears but 
For you I’ll laugh and act and live continuously 

My love, I throw it away, even though I throw it all away; my love which I cannot rebuild 
Without end, even when the longing stops, I’ll remember 

My love, even if I live a lifetime; my only love 
Even if the day comes when I close my eyes, I love you 

My love I yell, I shout, my love I cannot see 
Someday the way which holds difficulty will come; I pray 

My love, just hearing your name I cry, my love 
Wherever you are, until I come back be happy

ILYSM

TO U my dearest...
yes u...

kamu..yang sgt comel..
senyuman yg ikhlas tu xkan dpt umi lupa..

perkenalan yg singkat buatkan kita cpt mesra dn rpat
suka nya kwn dgn kamu

bila kita sama2 dtg tmpat baru..
bnyak bnd yg kita tak tau
tp sama2 settle kan

thx sbb jaga n care sal umi hr tu
maaf sbb sshkn kamu

thx kasi support..
slalu positivekan mind umi yg sntiasa ngtive

buatkan umi xjd kasar..
supaya umi jdi sprti mcm pompan..
umi minat dah pkai bju kurung skg
umi akn pkai selalu
sbb mcm awak kata
sopan n manis je..
my quest searching 4 the pink kurung still undone
tgk la nnt ye kalu dh bli
^^

umi takkn lupa kamu
our memories last forever..

yes..im crying...
crying lots..n lot.. n lots..
coz im fail to b the bst for u..
i;ve tried so hard..
but Him knows wat is the bst rite now

if umi half kamu..n kamu half umi..
yup we will b togther
masih brharap

thx 4 the lovely days..
thx 4 being there 4 me...
im not regret anything wif u coz u;ve done ur job well

terima ksih untuk segalanya..
hanya Dia yg dpt balas..
halalkan mkn minum umi
yg baik dtg dr Dia...
yg buruk dtg dr umi yg lemah ini

im here for u always..^^

more over..
 I LOVE U
u still b my J

last but not least..as u always say to me
tc k

thx 4 reading,,,
c u nxt time

rasakan~~~~

Assalamualaikum lovely peeps..
ahaha..
still got works to do..
assgmnt makin btmbah2..
plus stdy 4 tests...

post yg ni nk cite sket sal lab report bio~~~
jom2..

-dapat bkak tenet cri bhan..

-men copy jer...but still kne baca gak  (@_@)

-intro dah mcm karangan BM dah

ambik kaw..

ada yg smpai 3 muka surat

*korg tulis ape weh..aku nk dpt satu pge stgh pom ssh

result die..men hentam je..

ahaha

kes bnyak main mse experiment

aku suka buat je

hahaha

ada yg kne lukis2

dulu mase mtrik dlm belas2 je lukisan

skg ni level deg

ambik kaw jah~~~

28 gmbor...

nak tengok microscope agi

ha..juling nyah mata mak~~

cite bab microscope...

aku dgn bangganya~~

bertuah dn brsyukur..

microscope kat UPM ni

ada lak

MICROSCOPE jnama OLYMPUS weh!!!

mmg aku jd culture shock sehh

mmg la

aku kn org kg je...

uhuhu

and...disbbkn aku taw power spek aku akn brtambah

gara2 tgk bnyak slide

aku nk blaja pndai2

wat microscope yg leh snap gmbo

*kn sng

cntik agi..ade warna

yela kalu lukis kan hitam putih je...

xde orignatily lah kan~~~

tp kalu dh siap nnt aku nak bdk master je pkai

bior yg junior2 deg tu suffer sket~~

jahat an aku

'bersusah2 dahulu..brsenang2 kmudian'

setelah bersakit2,

smpai rasa nk trkeluar dh bijik mata den ni

berbaloi jgk..dpt markah 4 lab

9/10

mmg puas ht

*jeles ngn yg dpt 10..aku akn brusaha wat report jd cm scrap book

bior akak demo tu letih nk bce

WAHAHAHAHA

ape2 pom~~

dgn wat report..

one of the way of stdy..

so

UMMI!!!!

caiyok!!!!!!!

thx 4 reading

c u nxt time~~

KAU DAN AKU

Assalamualaikum people~~~
yargh!!!!
writing again~~~
hmmm..campus life sucks!
*mood: nak balik umh sgt2

kisah KAU DAN AKU

aku xtaw la cmne aku leh suka kat ko

padahal 

aku ssh sgt nk phm ko

cm bnyak sgt bnd nak ingt

nak kne tgk ko slalu...

yup..

aku ske enjoy

tp tu la

still kne bahagikan masa utk ko

aku xmampu ah tgk ko lama2

ko mmg jahat an

sbb ko aku slalu menangis

ssh hati

so aku mmg xske ko LAH!

TAPI TU LA

bila org tny sal ko

aku bleh je jwb

tp gna ayat aku sndri ah

smpai org kdg2 xpaham

nk cri mana isi pntg die pom xjmp

tapi an...

sepanjang hidup aku

wlpon bnyak perit nya aku bsama ko

ko lah bnd yg terindah

bnd yang

terlalu bertentangan dgn jiwa aku yg sbnar

betol lah ckp org

yg beza tu lah yg akan dpt fit in dgn kita

aku cuba utk fokus kat ko 

supaya aku x mnyimpang jaoh

sbb ko lah yg akan tentukan 

hala tuju aku

ape yg aku bakal jadi

impian aku utuk family aku

aku tau aku ni x smpurna

slalu bnyak persepsi -ve psal ko

kdg2

aku geram sgt sbb ape yg ko ckp tu betol

aku harap ko dpt jadi yg paling bermanfaat dlm hidup aku

utk masa dpn aku

aku akn cuba bkak kan hati aku utk ko

sbb sbnarnya

hati aku xspnuhnya trbukak

kecewa dgn ape yg jadi dulu

tapi..aku takot sgt kita nnt trpaksa brpisah

huhu~~~

yang paling pnting skg

AKU SAYANG KO

AKU CINTA KO

SARANG HAE~~

yg benar...

dr Ummi Atiqah kepada

  ~EN BIOLOGY~

*KISAH INI TIADA KAITAN ANTARA YG HIDUP DAN MATI

thx 4 reading 

c u nxt time~~~